I don't know if I trust him completely. I believe he's telling the truth about not sleeping with the other girl, but I believe something happened.

I have really high points and really low points in my relationship, personally. Most of the time, I'm pretty happy in my relationship. But there's these low points like this past couple of days where I just can't stop thinking about everything.

I usually don't check up, and I have never really done that before unless I knew for certain that someone was up to something, which has happened in the past from previous relationships. I never used to check up on him or anything, it's just recently with all these classmates, but I do realize it is not a positive sign too.

I hope do find peace soon too. Thank you.