Okay, so I saw my pdoc today, and I guess I'm not a good investigator because she's pregnant and I had no idea she even was in a relationship. I was afraid to ask for fear of being rude (and nosy!) about her pregnancy. This news definitely changed my perception of her.
Otherwise, not the best visit. She actually got a bit frustrated with me because I couldn't really tell her what's going on with me, and I am with a new therapist, who I haven't really opened up to yet. She knows I hate taking meds, so I think she feels like I am being difficult, and I am not really trying to be so, it is just that I am in a strange mood and I can't describe it-maybe hypomanic? panicky? impatient? stress? I couldn't explain!
Anyway, I allowed her to increase the zoloft to 150mg and said I would call her in two weeks. Also, she told me that I needed to increase my therapy sessions if I want to feel better. I think that this was her frustration because I had no input to give her from a therapist, and she doesn't do talk therapy.
Yikes! I don't know how to stop the racing!
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