I come from an abusive home. But I was always depressed. Not because of it necessarily but just very very depressed and suicidal. I also showed signs of OCD very young. I was also VERY anxious and dissociative. Nobody noticed.

As a teen runaway I was wild and crazy to the extreme. I won't explain, too graphic. Probably bipolar, borderline and severe PTSD set in then.

I didn't get diagnosed until I was about 36. Now I am on a mountain of meds but I am still extremely depressed like always and anxious, with OCD, and PTSD. I don't think I will EVER be fixed. That is just me, just who I am...

C and Oliver (my Service Dog)