I do talk to a therapist. She said that if I don't eat atleast 1000cals a day she is gonna make me drink boost or ensure. There is no way I can eat that many calories. I can't even make it to 500. And there is no way i am drinking that nasty stuff either. So i don't know what I am going to do. I am freaking fat...I don't need to eat anymore food. I hate food...and food hates me.