For me, this is definately a trait of having avoidant personality disorder. When I'm talking to someone, the filter is gone and it doesn't matter..

Because after all, talking is socially acceptable while not talking and just sitting there isn't. Apparently, thinking is weird and is not allowed.

Moving position gives the illusion, mostly in my mind that the present possition has expired and the past possition has been forgotten.

I usually have to focus on paper work (which I do not care about in the slightest) so people think I'm doing something and not being anxious.

This sucks.. It really does..