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underneath the "want nothing" are a lot of real needs that should be fulfilled in anyone's life - for me the question is "How do I overcome my pain and fear of loss to hope for 'something' again?"

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I keep coming back to your post for some reason..... Esp the "How do I overcome my pain and fear of loss to hope for 'something' again... am thinking on this a lot..... maybe that is the key somehow............