Ive read your other posts today...feeling like you dont want to live, feel like you cant do /dont want to see your therapist and other things you posted....

your profile says you have depression

well guess what depression can make a person feel emotionless and un passionate and allt he other stuff you posted...and it doesnt show up on any medical tests...

my suggestion contact your treatment providers. they can help you feel less depressed, and all that you have posted today.