Hello I am haris and I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia.

I don't think I have it.. I think I have other issues like anxiety and ptsd(but that is another story)...

So basically I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and put on a form then later on community treatment order after I went through a really bad phase. I had extreme form of anxiety, I don't know what to even call it. Basically I was suffering from really severe form of anxiety for years and in the end it turned into something else.. It was terrible and I don't know what to call it. But then I was taken to psych ward and put on form and then later community treatment order and I have been on it for 3 years unfortunately.

I also think I had ptsd at that time(my current ptsd is from a different incident or series of incidents) which went untreated for years and my family doctor didn't mention or suggest therapy to me NOT EVEN ONCE. He did hook me up with an occupational therapist once but she wasn't a talk therapist and I couldn't go into issues, now that I remember, because that is probably how it didn't work and in the end she saw me having panic attacks and I ended it and she just said good bye and that was it.

Thing is I don't experience hallucinations or voices, NEVER have. So obviously my psychiatrist is a bad one.

I should mention I have aspergers, grew up with it ... but haven't mentioned it to my doctor so it is undiagnosed and I don't think it will go anywhere if I did.

I also have ocd which becomes really extreme at times that are related to stuff in my life and sometimes it bogs me down pretty terrible and I get anxious and stuff which is very tough.

I am in the process of ending the treatment and community treatment order but the lawyer I have is uncooperative and haven't talked to me and his assistant is very rude so I might have to fire him and get a new one which will be tricky since I don't know who is a good or bad lawyer in the list that I am provided with.

So yeah.. thx for reading and looking forward to constructive info.