welcome. and sorry to hear all this. <font color=blue> I did not have daughters, but can recall hating my mother for a very long time. I can only tell you that I wish she would have been the "grown up" and sat us down and chatted.

I wish she would have said, let's start over. Let's wipe the slate clean. Let's not blame, but begin again. Let's learn about each other, and go on. There's so much more that we can share.

She's 84 now. I'm becoming "mother"... and I have to be the grown up...keep trying. I personally think it's worth it... of course, I'm just wishing... for you.

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>