I'm feeling depression trying to creep into my brain. I'm fighting it...got my game face on...grrrrrr.

It's just that, well, see... I feel like I have no personality. I don't know how to relate to people. I don't know how to be. I'm so awkward. I'm okay when I'm talking to people online but if I have to actually be around people, I'm so freaking awkward. I'm fairly certain the people I work with think I'm a freaking idiot because I bumble around and screw things up so much, and I'm not an idiot. I'm actually pretty smart and good at my job. I just... argh. Whatever. Sorry. This could turn into a novel.