(((Spondiferous)))
I agree with that quote there from you... and Yep..

I go through similar with "not worth" "people think I am odd/weirdo" - i get to points that no one wants to hear from me...... It is all in my head, as you were saying it is all in your head.

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I think some messaging and posting here on PC is a good way to build some confidence and yeah, PC is just like the world- we all come across some conflict or bad feelings from some threads... but it does not mean anything less of ourselves.

I tend to try to remind myself that when I feel worthless, no one listens to me (even on PC) or wants to talk to me--- that My Worth Comes from with in, not from outside sources.. Sure it would be nice to be noticed.. and usually I do get noticed by a PC friend or another member with in a few days of that... OR I go back through and read some recent past posts, and see--- there, kindness was there with people.

It is hard some times to put yourself out there, but ya know-- i think it helps with the learning, and healing process too

(((I hope things are ok at home with you too with the emergency that happened)))

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