Yes he is deleted out of my memory bank for life.He told me I "have something wrong with me" in text after I had told him from the start of the relationship that a traumatic event happened and I got diagnosed with PTSD.Like my PTSD psychologist tells me this is not the time to be trying to seek comfort in anyone else but myself otherwise, I will end up hurt like I am now.I am not hurt about the situation I am hurt by his words of "something is wrong with me".Well yes I have a mental illness that is deadly.I can do bad on my own I do not need help from anyone.I go to PTSD psychologist today and by the time this meltdown is over I will be numb.Thank you everyone for the support