Dear T,

You keep reassuring me that I'm not wasting your time....that you like meeting with me....that you are not going to just abruptly end therapy with me. So why am I holding back still? I did touch on some of my feelings about this and you responded perfectly - as always. You give me no reason to fear you...Im embarrassed to say that I try to find mistakes or errors on your part just to prove that you are like all the rest (I sound like a child ) yet, you still haven't done anything wrong. I guess you might ask me here, "Freewilled - I'm wondering what you imagine might happen if I did do something you felt was wrong?"

Ugh. This is setting up to be harder than I thought....