Thank You to all. Your replies are helpful and understandable to me. For myself I fill like the pressures of his job leek into my slot time and he often mentions other patients and what they say to him like one week they went out but they didn't the next because mum wasn't there to go out with. I hate it when he does that. He hasn't even asked me how I would like help and what I need assistance with. The only good thing is I am on much needed tablets now but it too them for me to nearly kill myself before they even realize and all the time I was judge by them for not wanting to get better when I was clearly really depression but fighting it as best I could. I am unemployed and really struggle regarding work and that what I need help with getting back into work and maintaining a job. I am a lot better than some of his patients in some respects but I see no need for comparison with his other patients at all.
I don't see him for another 3 weeks and I been left for 5 weeks in total with no advice or help so it seems. I know things are not going to magically work out for me in the partical sense but is it so wrong of me to be angry with them that I felt like I couldn't or would be judge for actually saying please help me this way and that I felt I could not ask for tabltes when I needed them and things got extreme.
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