I am so with you. I had my first manic adventure last February-May. It was the happiest I have been in YEARS! I did spend $$, came close to killing myself x3 (over-confident superwoman...no boundaries) I'm in sales, so you can imagine what it did for my confidence. (damn I wish I had cleaned my house) However the big D was not far behind...the lowest I have been ever! (overdoses, hospitals, no friends left) Most of us know the drill.

I DREAM about another happy episode (in a messy house) a long with you!

stabilized..not happy...
200 lamictal
200 zoloft