Enjoy that you are ABLE to "get those butterflies in my stomach and a chill up my spine when he touches me.". Even if he eventually does not reciprocate, that you are able to get those butterflies means that you are ALIVE.[/quote]

Yes thank you for that. I have been very depressed over the past 2 years since the divorce. I have dated but never got the butterfly sensation. Maybe I am coming out of my depression to be able to even FEEL these feelings. That is a nice thought!