AWWWWWWWWWWW shucks guys beads is a blushing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Many of u hear at pc is ummmmm ( sorry beadies at loss far words hear)
more gooder friends to her then ppls. IRL and to us we love u like family.
You no more about us then anyone IRL too. that said, some of ye all may not be aware of beads current isutoin so we will try and give it to u in short form...............
deep breathe, hear we go..................
so ummmm we has beened liveign in a d.v. situation far qwuite some tiem now (years) and has finally got up guts enuf to get out of it once an far all. even tho we oens our own trailer, (a 40 year old pile of rubbish that is impossible to heat and full of mold underneath the floor) we still has to move becdus HE no where we live and he think he entitled to come yell at us and belittle us and ye s try to bone us whenever he want. so we hav e to move someplace where h wont find us. but beads aint got the funds to do so her checking acct. is in the negative by like idk close to $6XX.XX becuz we took a trip to new mexico last mont not knowing we wqs gonna come home to fireworks and world war III with him. it was just too much. our hair is falling out, our chrons disease is act up bad, cant sleep, have lostg like 50 pounds in last 6 months cuz not hungry..............r we stressed out?........u bet...........we have had belly cancer once already and just decided that this relationship is not worth uor health and we not gonna wait till we get belly cancer due to stresss AGAIN!!!!! we have to get away from this NOW! T said so, DHS and CMH caseworkers also both agrees. well we lissenign far a change instead a beign stubborn. yes our heart is breaking, yes it hurteds, yes we angry too,,,,,,,,,,even angry at beads far getting herelf in this situtoin yet again
(not our first rodeo with a abusive partner).................like y cant we see the forest far the trees before we get involved???? dunno but we kinda mad at her rite now. whitch don't do no good but really dunno how else to feel are who else to blame but us we the one who picked him ya know.
but anyways, thsts pretty much our story,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
beads scaired
mary sue & all
thank u to all of u far donations, prayers, and support,,,,,,,,,,,,our pc friends mean everything to us rite now ur all we have pretty much