Depression always hard, i understand the will to get better few years ago i even visited my Psychiatrist 3 times a week and Psychologist 2 times a week, followed each of their instruction and its depressing but at that time i really want to get better like everyone else but its super hard and no over medicated never works ..ever.Be patient maybe its the key..take it easy even tho its hard try to do something that could distracted your mind and post here wherever you can and Hang in there