I don't know if you guys have ever heard of my ex-crush, Dusty.
Maybe a few of you guys know about him, but this may be new to some.

Dusty is a 6ft 4in. football player and has a slightly built figure. He has darker hair brushed back and has these beautiful eyes. Oh, and the big thing is that he's a Mormon.

The thing that attracted me the most were his clear blue eyes, so I automatically became hooked.

Well, it actually started out with a fear of Dusty. Every time he looked at me, I would feel creeped out. Some of the time, my fear got out of hand and I would scream.

I finally faced my fear and confronted him. He was nice, and I wanted to get to know him more. My highschool has high tech way of learning, and we have our own laptops to take home and do work on. We have a school emailing system as well, and I contacted Dusty from there. It was only a few messages until he stopped talking to me.

Then I got this crazy crush on him, and I would look back at him and sometimes I would wait for him to pass by me. Even I would go on Dusty's facebook page and look through his profile.

I got to obsessed with him to the point where his friends knew about the crush and avoided me.

I then decided to stop doing those things. I quit doing those things and pretended to ignore him, but my habits haven't really gone away.

I think about him all the time and I always ask myself what it would be like to be a friend to him although I'm not.

I still look back at Dusty, but I catch him noticing me also. Whenever he sees me first, we stare at each other for some time.

I even have dreams of him talking to me.

I'm guessing that I still might have a crush on him, but I know for sure that I'm just really curious about him.

It kind of makes me sad and embarassed when I think about him sometimes.

I was actually rejected by him at a school dance last year. I asked him for a hug and he said to me, "No thanks I'm good."