You fear your "crush" may get mad at you if another man is nice to you. In real life you may feel that he tends to be to aloof, and that he may get mean and angry with you if you have other friends, or you smile at another man. The tall man with the black hair is probably Native American. You crush might more conservative than you, and frowns on inter-racial friendships. Your crush probably takes part in many boring conversations in real life.