Hello pwimbs79.

It is good you have become a member of PC. Your friend was in a dilemma and hopefully she will get the treatment necessary to help her focus on her therapy goals. Unfortunately, you were not treated with any sympathy from this experience with your friend.
Here are some links to forums here at PC to help you process the aftermath that is affecting you.

http://forums.psychcentral.com/post-traumatic-stress/
http://forums.psychcentral.com/post-...echniques.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/ptsd-success-stories/
http://forums.psychcentral.com/caregivers-support/
http://forums.psychcentral.com/sanct...itual-support/