Feeling isolated. There are things going on tonight that I could join but I don't have the motivation (or the money, really) to do so. So I guess I can't really complain that I feel isolated, hey? I'm missing my friend this weekend quite a bit; I need to let go. I'll be seeing him at work on Monday for sure and I'm afraid that I've built that meeting up in my head too much. I'm afraid I'm going to be hurt and disappointed and rejected all over again.

Going to watch a movie now, maybe get out for a walk later and enjoy the weather if it warms up some more.