I agree with Perna. Plus I think you're fearing your symptoms before they even appear! You're shooting yourself in the foot! If you're NOT having any symptoms, then FORGET about them. Don't even think about them. Chances are they won't even bother you. It's the fact that you're obsessing about them that screws you up.

Go and volunteer somewhere while you're waiting. Find something that interests you. Do anything that keeps you occupied -- but get OUT of the house! You've got to do something other than just vegetating. And chances are, you won't have ANY symptoms at all, as long as you don't dwell on them. It might take some practice, but just don't think about it.

I wish you the very best. Please take care & keep us posted. Hugs, Lee