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Originally Posted by Syra
You sound so much more comfortable, and like you have been able to process what you want.  Reading what you said I felt more relaxed (not that how I feel about this matters that much, but how you are feeling is very important and I wanted to reflect that I saw your strength.)
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Good observation!
I really do feel more confident in this termination than I did yesterday and a few days ago when I consulted with the new T.
I came to the conclusion that regardless of the new T thing, that I've been in therapy for 3 years with this T, and 2 years with a previous one --all nonstop. it's time for a break anyways. I am feeling really stuck, misunderstood and thus our conversations have been getting nowhere. On top of that T2 asked if I felt connected with T1 and I told her no. I realized that after 3 years with her, I don't think I will every feel connected to her, which isn't exactly her fault. Connecting with people is impossible for me to do for some reason and I sort of think it's something that I will never be able to do, but I digress.