I have another question.
Does anyone know if it's possible that a form of seizure disorder is causing me to have all of these weird experiences/problems? I've long suspected that I have seizures, but I can't get a doctor to test me for them. For instance, a few years back, I used to have these episodes where out of nowhere, I'd start smelling an intense burning smell, but no one else around me could smell it. One time, I woke up from a nap and ran outside of my bedroom because it smelled like the house was on fire only to find that there was absolutely nothing on fire. Or sometimes I would start to smell a chemically smell. Everything I read when I tried researching what would cause this said it was a type of seizure, but every time I express my concerns about seizures to others, they just laugh at me.
Another thing is that sometimes when I'm half asleep, I start involuntarily biting down every few seconds, and I can't control it. Everything I read said that's related to seizures too. I think I do it in my sleep too because sometimes I jolt awake because I bit my tongue really hard in my sleep. Or sometimes I wake up with this difficult to describe feeling where I'm really dizzy and feel like there's a bunch of pressure in my eyes and I'm about to lose consciousness...I wonder if that could be a form of seizure too..not sure what else it could be.
Anyway, just wondering if anyone knows if seizures could cause me to have these periods where I feel the complete opposite of myself. Not saying I do have seizures, but it's something that has crossed my mind.
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