Some people say sex is no big deal, but I guess that depends on the person. I'm very sensitive, and my husband is a verrry sensitive redhead. Sex can be a big deal.

I'm sure you are loveable by the right person. Caution: I had to wait til over 40 to be loved. I hope you find mutual acceptance with someone, because physical affection is wonderful. (Again, YMMV. It might end up being nothing to you.)