I don't have much to add but I hope u are feeling a little bit better. It's good to know u have your husband to support you. Would the hospital be so bad if it were the one thing that could help you? I wonder if u might be able to turn it into a good thing? I'm sorry I can't be more helpful. Hang in there hun.

And I love the profile pic- puppies are my fav and your photo made me smile