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Lindsay said:
I know its unhealthy and that I am basically just slowly killing myself, but I don't want to give it up. Not just yet. I am still fat. My therapist wants me to give it up but I can't, I won't, not yet. I want to be pretty for once. I won't be pretty till I get to 90lbs...right now I am 5 7 and weigh 120...fat I know. <font color="purple"> </font>

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Ouch!! - I am 5' 2" and being around 110 is a good weight for ME..... both physically & visually.
You being 5' 7" would need at least 15-20 pounds more than what I need to get to - to be considered healthy.... that would be the weight of 125 to 130 lbs.

IMHO - YOU not being ready to give this up means that YOU are not or have not HEALED from the WOUND that created this disorder in the first place.... Please think about that for a minute or two.


LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))