Everyone matters bobala. There's a lot of different causes for not get many replies but never think its your fault. Everyone here is a volunteer and there can be a lot of reasons why you didnt get more replies. I didnt see this til now. How are you doing?

Sorry to hear about May. Thats really sad. Do you have pictures of her? Maybe you could make a little ceremonial alter in your room with a few flowers or a wreath, maybe one of her toys? She was special to you, its ok to remember her.