It just feels so fragile. Like walking on eggshells, so cautious with what I say but ending up saying something horrible in spite of that. Getting too comfortable but never secure enough. I feel like anyone who says they love me, all it'd take is one minute, one minute of me saying something mean, stupid, aggressive, one minute of me acting too needy, or too depressed, or too whatever, and that's all it'd take for them to get tired of me. I'm afraid to meet new people. But when I begin getting close to someone, instead of trying to prevent them leaving me, I seem to act out of fear and insecurity and, without realizing it, actually push them to leave me faster.