I just wish I was in control of my own stomach and what goes into my own mouth. It is like there was some switch that got flipped that made me lose control of that one day. I don't even know when that day was.

I can handle it in the morning but once it gets past a certain point in the afternoon and all bets are off and my self control goes away. If I have the right things in the house like berries or healthy things I eat those but since I am agoraphobic my husband does all the shopping and if he doesn't shop then I go for whatever is left. Like a small handful of chips or nuts or m&m's...

It is just so frustrating. I just want to rip out all my hair! Why can't I control myself!!!!!!!!

C and Oliver