complete nonsense

. But you don't have to take my word for it -- just wait until more people have had the chance to read and reply.
Canders, it's ok to have a 'down' day. But, don't let yourself get stuck there -- you sincerely have tons to offer and you make a very big (posiitive) difference in people's lives. I'm not going to worry about you because I know that your future holds great things for you.
I don't say that to just anyone, by the way. I happen to have a lot of respect for you.