Bless your heart. You've come to the right place. I'm sure you know that we DO have a PTSD forum, plus we have a Survivors of Abuse forum too. There are many forums here that would pertain to you but those two are the most pressing that you should take a look at. I'm sure you remember how to get around on this forum.

Welcome back -- I'm so sorry you've experienced so much pain in your life. I really hope you can find some solace here. Everyone is kind and helpful here, so hopefully you'll find some peace of mind.

Again welcome, and I hope we hear more from you. God bless and please take good care of yourself. Hugs, Lee