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You are lucky you have kids 
I won't be his gf until i'm 18 but he pays A LOT of money for my sitting, i really want to stay employed, i can buy a lot of new things now 
But just curious after i make love will my erogenius zones be less crazy?
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How do you know you WILL be his gf when you're 18? Remember you're only fantasizing and dreaming. After you make love hopefully you'll be in a healthy relationship with someone who'll love your erogenius zones but will also want to have an intellectual relationship with you.
Like I said earlier, fantasizing and dreaming can be healthy but it seems you don't think about much else. You are 15? There's been a lot of posts here that indicate concern for the way you view this relationship that you're so hung up on. You avoid responding to the posts that show common sense in a way that might consider/discuss those thoughts but good thing this is only your fantasy.
Hopefully you'll come to realize that too.