Thank you for all the support and replies! T and I discussed this at our recent session. I was afraid to go back, I was so embarrassed and wanted to crawl in a hole. The worst part was T showed little to no emotion. I was expecting T to be angry with me, or annoyed, or at least say something scolding. Nothing...that made it worse for me.

T and I talked about my motives, which led to deeper examination of my issues, then we ended the session with T asking me if I was okay with everything (the situation) now or if it needed to be addressed further. I told T I was okay with it, but I really wanted to tell T to show some emotion but I've learned that T's (at least mine) show little or no emotion...

I guess the best thing T said to me was that we will continue to work through this incident, just like we worked through other times when I was really angry at T, and our relationship will continue to grow. That was nice to hear