It was tougher than I expected; seeing all those families together for the holiday today. I was ok till the end, then I just wanted to cry. I miss being home and even though it was stressful, I would go thru anything for my family.
But we were always fighting andwhat I was doing was not enough for my wife; she always wanted more! Maybe she is right though...if I had someone in my life maybe I wouldnt feel like this any longer. Ugh.

Sure would be nice to find out if she is right!