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Yes that helps at least give me a starting place. It is certainly something I want to take to the next level as I have had these feelings, thoughts and fantasies for quite some time. My husband is not into this at all, nothing outside the norm and we have talked about going to different places with sex and all. Not going to happen here.
No outside struggles, I have mostly internal struggles and mood swings, but that is 'normal' for me considering I have BPD.
Stress is a daily factor so I don't think this is brought on by stress.
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