Sometimes I think he knows that he is doing and doesn't care, sometimes, he acts as he recognized what he did wrong and truly wants to change. It is like a sick cycle where, sometimes he's this horrible mean man that crushes me everyday, then something clicks and he feels terrible and changes his behavior for a short period of time (2 weeks or a little more), then everything goes dead in our relationship, and then he goes back to crushing me, etc.
It is sickening, I feel I should be supportive and help him become a better person. But I AM TIRED of trying and seeing my life pass by. He is not getting better, we've counseling, he's done individual counseling (for a short period of time of course). It just simply has gotten old. I don't want to try any more ( sorry ). But I am scare in regards to how to get out of the relationship as peacefully as possible...I don't want to be scare no more.

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