Nothing is more painful and hurt by purposely estranged from family members (brother and his wife).

My brother was silent treatment me few times before, which is very scary. Those treatment are over. But it doesn't mean things are better.

They (brother and his wife) still purposely estranged me.
Why, I don't know anymore. It really hurts, I did all I can already.

His wife treat me like worst then casual friends. Even when you have a business lunch, you would still have more talk.
She is not like that before.

I did have some conflict with my brother in the long past, that I know. But even his wife is purposely estranging me too. (she wasn't like that before) And no she will not admit, she will make excuse and explain that's not the case. And what else of you don't when she don't even admit. No way to communicate or talk regarding the problem. (I have tried to ask her why, etc if I have done something she didn't like )

There's nothing I can do anymore. I just want to try to not seeing them. So I won't feel hurt. But it was my grandmother birthday, so we had to get together for dinner.

I hate myself for trying to talk like very very casual acquaintance to her and my brother. Since I really cannot stand having a meal with these oddness. My family have no problem with each other exist in one space. I feel so sad and outcast that they (brother and wife) only treat me like that.

Even she will have more to say to one of our family friend than me.

I feel so upset. Especially when being treated like this.