It is very hand right now. With my son's wedding coming up, and being in the middle of a remodel. I'm going to enjoy it while I can. I do know that everything looks worse without sleep. I am a little afraid of the crash this time, my son will be deploying soon. A regular crash is difficult to deal with, but add that to it and it may be pretty ugly. But nothing can touch me now... So I'll enjoy it while I can!

I remember when my last doctor first began to treat me for bipolar (until him it was always called manic/depressive). He was explaining the newer treatments available. When he was talking about the benefits of avoiding the mania, I said "avoid it, I don't want to avoid it, that's my favorite time! If someone could bottle the mania up and sell it they'd make millions!" He said "they do, it's called amphetamine."

Sorry about the depressoin Coco. Stay safe!