WOW ~ After ALL THAT and you kept sober! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!! I really mean it!! You were just getting started, and then everything fell apart, and you STAYED SOBER! That really means you're committed to sobriety!

You DO need support, my friend. Won't you go to AA? Please? The support is very crucial, and besides you could help other newcomers especially with what you went thru. LOL But like I said, the support is very crucial.

AA might not be for you because it isn't for everyone, but you've got to find something -- someone. I hope you do. Your BF isn't good enough. You need an outsider who isn't too close to the situation.

Again, I'm SO PROUD of you!!! As my group says, keep on keepin on! And God bless! Please keep us updated, will you? Hugs, Lee