Well hun... I understand it seems hopeless right now but where there is a will there is a way...SSDI usually turns you down at first.. 2 times in fact.. so stay with it.

As for him.. if you suspect he is cheating .. he probably is.. you know the signs .. even if in the back of your mind you try to convince yourself otherwise..and I do know the pain of that.

The only thing I know to tell you is if you have no other place to go, then do what you can to get along. .invest your time in getting your SSDI and let your anger be your strength...let it drive you every day to find a way to get out where you can take control of your own life... and one day have the happiness your mom would no doubt have wanted you to have.

hang in there hun... listen to what your mom would have been saying to you if she were here right now. and stay strong... there is hope... I have been there...Praying for ya! Faith