thank you ever so much sky..
It means the world to me that you went out of your way, to look for what I was talking about..

It had happend a very long time ago, and i wont bring it up agin..
I just wont post "triggering things' for I do not want to hurt others anymore..

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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better