Hello

I was wondering to myself in my mixed episode state wondering who am I without my thoughts? Who could I possibly be if I don't have my thoughts. When ever I am put on meds I feel like to lose myself. I become someone that isn't me. Prozac made me feel distant from the person I was. Not not knowing who I was, but as if my memories were no longer my own. It was as if I was another person.

Now I'm on Lemectal and although it isn't working all to well and I Need a higher dosage I feel like I'm losing myself in the process.

It in fact changes my thoughts, or how I think.

So, I ask... who am I but my thoughts.
Bipolar isn't simply my mood that changes, but it changes me.

Thoughts? Opinions?

THanks so much!

Lillyleaf