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Originally Posted by Warrioress
My psychiatrist had a strange way of making sure about my diagnosis. He put me on a SNRI to check if it makes me manic lol. Anyway, welcome to PC jesusplay. And yes, milder forms of mania can be a very pleasant experience.
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I've been on wellburtin since the 28th, I've just been depressed constanly(no suicidal thoughts). Last night I went to sleep at
3am, woke up at
6am without my alarm going off. I was excited? I couldn't for the life of my figure out why I was so excited to go to work today? I got to work for
0730, I was feeling pretty normal, then about at
9 am I had this feeling...it was like the feeling you got as a child the day before christmas, I felt like I was about to get something amazing! then around
1pm, I'm mr. chatter box, saying things, I sent an email to my all the admin users on my base(I'm not suppose to do this) with a joke, then I sent out another message after my supervisor chewed me out. I didn't care laughed in his face.this email said "error"(I was not suppose to do this either!). I didn't care, I felt ****ing amazing, I was just laughing constantly, talking aloud to myself when people got annoyed with me. Laughing while driving home, singing my music and swaying! ****ING AWESOME!!!! Then bam! around
5pm out of no where I get super depressed, I realize what I just did at work, I care, i feel stupid, headache, my head hurts now...I'm mad, sad, depressed, and have a headache.
I was not myself, I'm very quite and I keep to myself normally.