So tomorrow is my first actual session with the weekly therapy group. The psychiatrist who runs it specializes in the treatment of EDs, but the group is to not just deal with ED issues but the (often trauma-like) underlying issues. I'm excited but nervous at the same time. I feel like I've hit a wall in my recovery so it'll be good to get the ball rolling again, so to speak. At the same time I worry that I don't really want to get better and it'll just be a waste of my time, or that it'll trigger some mental health stuff I'm not prepared to deal with.

Either way - wish me luck. Hope everyone's doing alright.