Thank you Blue Iknow right - I can't believe I did that - thought I always check my mirrors instinctually when backing up. And such a costly mistake holy cow.

I was reading my insurance card, it says firstly if I have an accident, do not admit guilt - whoops too late for that. But maybe he shouldn't have left his door open parked behind my car like that, jk. Oh well, I feel I am at fault for it.

There is a glimmer of hope and that fact in itself is a miracle!

Friend with klon couldn't find it, but that's ok, I will be ok, I've made it a week now already. Staying away from the wine in the fridge, so far so good.

I just made dinner for kids, put chickens away (3 eggs today yay!), took out all trash and rolled out cans, cleaned kitchen counters, fed all the animals their dinner... I'm still a little amped though, like who put crack cocaine in my water? I decided to just get the trash done on my own, I needed to get energy out and shows them a good example I spose. But now I'm back in my room and see 2 bags of trash I forgot, darnit, oh well, put em out in next weeks. This was a lot for me to get done, this was enough for today.

Praying for sleep tonight...