I thought I had friends, but I've realized I really don't.

I mean yeah sometimes we do stuff, but they have other friends. Does that make sense?

I end up eating alone almost everytime so now I just eat in my room or don't eat.

And I've found myself sleeping a whole lot. I know I shouldn't sleep as much as I do, but I do it any way.

I just feel so dead inside and don't want to do anything.

I still get up and go to class, but I have to really force myself to do it. I guess the only reason I do go to class is becuase Im the one paying for it.

I just want to go home...