i just dont feel i can wait that long. i want out soon. i feel so unhappy with everything. and when people do what P has done today, it just makes it even harder to face it. i have alot of my own issues to be dealing with, and i just dont want to go in and deal with that there.

it has triggered me today, i feel really unhappy. and i want my family to support me, not call me stupid and a fool.

simon