My first thought was morbid curiosity, but it took courage just the same.
I've often thought of at least driving past the houses where my abuse took place. Maybe it's a good thing and maybe it's not that they are so far away.
They can't hurt you anymore, Mel! And you're a stronger, better person now! {{{{{{{{{{{Mel}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.